Dxddy's Diary 🤘

I was in 8 th grade when I finally realized I was lesbian, well I say realized but in reality I always had a feeling deep down in the pit of my stomach. I was absolutely terrified to come out to my family and friends, because my whole life all I had been taught was how being gay was a sin and all I saw on the news and on social media was how homosexual people were gross and completely wrong. So I decided to keep it a secret until one day my best friend asked me if I was, and all I remember was just breaking down and nodding my head. She sat that whole day, and helped me come up with a way to break the news to my parents. I got home and my stomach felt like it was literally twisting, but before I could come out to my parents my brother did and my dad just got up disappointed and walked back to his room. After seeing the way my dad reacted I was even more terrified than I was before because I didn’t want to disappoint my dad or let him down. I hid it for a couple years by talking a...

every day people ask me why i can easily hurt girls and simply not give a fuck, but the truth is deep down i know exactly how it feels. Where did it begin you ask? I'd say when i used to let people walk all over me . I honestly was not the... hm how do i put this? i wasn't the mo st attractive person ever then i cut my hair and it seemed every girl i had ever thought i wanted started to want me but what i learned is someone should want you for your heart and your soul not the way your hair is cut or how sexy your voice sounds or how "hot" you have become. after i learned that it became a requirement for someone to like me for something other than my looks.  but when has that ever worked out? i fell for a girl let's call her....speed. well picture this speed and i had been off and on since 8th grade. i was her shoulder to cry on. i was here waiting for her when her mother drug her out of school. im a sophomore. in a new school. around girls who seem to look ...